I’d like to sleep and sink off into oblivion as I did earlier; it felt so good to become nothing, embracing the images and dreams that come together inside my mind. For some reason, I find myself sleepless. It’s strange, really, considering I go to bed so early usually. I’d like to sleep and forget my thoughts, escaping for a couple hours from the suffocating wanderings of my mind that drive me crazy. Just for a couple hours. Because the commitment of doing it forever is frightening, yet thrilling and appealing all at once.